What I'm thinking

[ducky]

To be clear, I have zero plans to do anything. I'm passively suicidal, not actively. I'm just very tired of life. I've run out of time to find my family and continuing a life of being alone is kinda all I have to look forward to. I never learned how to be social full time. I can do it sporadically at cons or on trips but I can't connect long term.

I just can't make it work.

Welcome to my journal. 😂