ducky

To be clear, I have zero plans to do anything. I'm passively suicidal, not actively. I'm just very tired of life. I've run out of time to find my family and continuing a life of being alone is kinda all I have to look forward to. I never learned how to be social full time. I can do it sporadically at cons or on trips but I can't connect long term.

I just can't make it work.

Welcome to my journal. 😂

Crossposts: http://duckyone.livejournal.com/77264.html

When I had an overwhelming desire to punch my mirror this morning I made a spur of the moment decision to run out and get my hair cut. They can see me at 2. I have a feeling this could end badly.

There's time for it to grow out before my con next month if I really hate it.

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I've scheduled a rematch for April.

Current Mood: sick

I swore I bookmarked this but I can't find it. The story opens with John working at a mundane office job and raising his 4 year old son Xan.

( Cut for spoiler if you haven't read it. )

I adored this story and I really need to find it again.

Thanks in advance.

Current Mood: hopeful

In memory of family and friends who have lost the battle with cancer... and in support of the ones who continue to conquer it!

Post this on your LJ if you know someone who has or had cancer.

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Spontaneous is not my comfort zone

Couch 1 Convention 0

John and Xan

In Memoriam

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May 2017

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